Jerrath: May 24

     I dreamed that Speedy was an angel woman. He looked the way that Ciara once hoped to look if she trained hard and learned many things of her class, the fem fatale. I must say though that the look would be better on a woman. It's a shame to see a great man like Speedy reduced to legs and breast. But on the other hand, now he knows how painful they are to have. . . or he would if it wasn't just a dream. I have these dreams so often now that I tend to forget which is the real world and which is the Beta. At times I think I forget if I'm Kehle or The Evil. It's a strange experience. I hope I won't develop a split personality. That would be scary.